So much has been happening!

I just got off the phone with (I guess) the coordinator of Creative Jenius. Apparently, the “work study” position is not for choreography. They need someone to collect money and take names/emails at the beginning and end of class. I’m fine with that, though — even if I can be around dance I’ll be happy. I can’t wait for my first paycheck from my actual job! I got rehired at Club Monaco as of yesterday, and should be getting paid within the next two weeks.

I also have no facial hair right now. Club Monaco’s policy is “faces must be clean-shaven.” UGH. I look like a platypus, and not in the cute… well… I look like a platypus. I figure that if I’m getting paid for it and I’m not checking for anyone this summer, it shouldn’t be a problem. I got a shorty that wants me to wait for him, so I will. <– Who AM I?!?! 

My weight is getting a little out of control. I think I’ve gained like 8 lbs since I last had a doctor’s visit. I could say it was from muscle. It’s very hard for me to find motivation. The things to eat around the house are not exactly healthy and/or don’t require long preparation time. I heard that if you have to prepare a meal for yourself over a span of time, you actual will think about what you’re going to eat a lot more. Shortbread cookies are going to be the end of me.

Anyways, Juleen and I went to take the classes with Creative Jenius at the Worldwide Plaza location from 1:30PM to 4PM. Love a free class day! It was fun… we got to take two classes: one with Jerome Harris to “Thirsty” by Cassie and another with DS to “Suga” by Busta Rhymes. Really dope stuff, and I can still feel the effort in my calves, haha! I hope to do some work study with Creative Jenius and hopefully become a full-time teacher with them. They are really doing an amazing thing for dancers… making it affordable and accessible to more people. We’ll see.

Juleen came home with me and I made a reckless birthday card for her ex-boyfriend. I labeled the back “Hallmark: Recession” because it was necessary. I hate myself.

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I spent most of today with Guillermo. Just got home from hanging with him like an hour ago, actually. He’s one of the only people that completely understands my humor, which is great. We’ve been friends for a long time now. And we have a commemorative video of our friendship as of earlier today. You should make one too! Go ahead, I’ll wait. (http://www.xtranormal.com/). Wait… it actually took me almost two hours to finish my first video. You’re better off making one when you’re done reading this entry. Yeah.

I’m rambling but it’s fine.

I think I dislocated the left side of my jaw in a fit of rage this morning. I woke up briefly, gnawed my teeth together, and jutted my lower mandible to the right. I felt pain in the left side of my mouth, then fell back asleep. Unfortunately, it wasn’t a fucking dream because I can still feel that shit to this very moment. I wonder if it exists as a specific type of dream… like one where you physically harm yourself subconsciously? WAS I SLEEPWALKING? … but not actually walking though? I can’t deal with myself at this hour. I refuse.

Earlier today, on AIM, someone IMed me with a screenname like “AmAzIn PaPi 7483247″ or some shit. He asked if I wanted to “talk” and gave his A/S/L (WHO THE FUCK still does that? Have I been out of the internet dating game too long?). I replied, “No, I’m taken,” to which he replied, “Aiight my nigga I was just lookin for friends, but u good tho.” I can’t take a web thug. Especially one from New Jersey! BYE!

Being home has been nice. Guillermo came to chill with me yesterday and we had fun. I’m getting used to waking up in my real bed, even though I’ve been feeling weird every morning (headaches, profuse drooling, etc). All the home routines are coming back to me: doing chores, bothering my mom when she sleeps in late, bathing in my brother’s attitude, singing with my little sister, dancing and hurting myself on random objects in the house, catcalling to the honeys outside my bedroom window offering hopes of a Rapunzel-like happy ending at the roots of my “auburn” tresses. Yeah, being home is nice.

Yesterday I found out that my laptop’s hard drive is completely dead, which is the furthest thing from good. I think it might have been due to a virus because, in the past month, I’d been seeing a shitload of pop-ups while on the internet and Amir says that’s a symptom. I can’t. So I chatted online with this Dell Representative named Navindurthar (or some shit) and he led me through a hard-drive diagnostics exam. All in all, my hard drive no longer works… at all. I’ve lost all of my music, my videos, my photos and my documents (and their importance is in that order, trust). Dell’s sending me a new one within three business days. I secretly hope that it will at least have a nice collection of *questionable* videos already saved to it.

I’ve moved to WordPress because my brother also uses it, and it seems nice enough. The better reason is that it will allow more of my readers to comment on my entries. My Xanga.com journal only allowed Xanga users to give me hatemail and criticisms. Now I can be criticized by the whole world! But seriously, don’t do that to me.

I’m currently filling out these forms for a dance internship I got accepted to this summer. It’s with the Sankofa Dance Project, and it’s a week long African dance experience with some great teachers, I hear. I’m so hype! I’ve taken West African Dance twice on my home campus and it’s been a major highlight in my technique. Can’t wait!